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Source Language: Simplified Chinese, Target Language: english, Translation Time: 2026-05-01 03:05
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Date: 26.1.1
Friends, Interpersonal Relationships
In junior high, I also got to know quite a few people and made many friends. A large part of them were still good friends during junior high, but we lost contact by senior high. Now, I can only remember there was such a person, but I can't even recall their name or appearance. During the summer break of my third year of junior high, two girls asked me questions, and since I'm an i-person, I felt happy that someone was talking to me and needed me. After the middle school entrance exam, I heard they went to Second Middle School and Third Middle School (the horse-drawn carriage school). I felt a sense of guilt and self-blame, thinking that maybe I hadn't explained the questions well enough back then.
I still remember one of my junior high classmates. Maybe I had some feelings for her back then. As an introverted person, I genuinely like whoever is kind to me. I remember she was very kind and gentle to me, and sometimes she would ask me for help or consult me on problems. Now, seeing her latest posts on social media, I realize she has a boyfriend now, which makes me feel a bit disappointed. I think those were my unrequited feelings back then.
When the new high school started, maybe it was because I was at the Xingzhong School, which made me feel a bit more confident. So during the first semester of my first year in high school, I was more outgoing and cheerful. Perhaps it was exactly because I was more extroverted at that time that I managed to make a few friends who could stay in touch for a long time.
In the first year of high school, just after the start of the semester, I fell in love with a girl who was very pretty. I would sometimes casually chat with her and give her gifts. I thought she knew I liked her, but she was always polite, treating me like a slightly familiar classmate. However, nothing happened between us. I really liked her back then; she looked so beautiful. I would always think about what she was doing, whether she was feeling well, if she had a cold, or how happy she was in the past few days... Later, gradually, I no longer felt so enthusiastic or proactive. It might have been because I got tired, became more introverted, or had a long period of bad mood. It was probably around the time of the final exams, or when the second semester of my first year in high school began, that our contact gradually decreased. On a certain day long after, I suddenly found that I could access her social media posts. At first, I was a little excited, but when I noticed she seemed to have a boyfriend, I felt a bit shocked, followed by a deep sense of disappointment.
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