Translated by AI model Qwen/Qwen3-8B.
Source Language: Simplified Chinese, Target Language: english, Translation Time: 2026-05-01 03:33
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| Written/Drafted On | Published On | Day of the Week | Time Period (24H) |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2024/09/15 | 2024/09/15 | Sunday | Evening |
I don't like staying at home, or more accurately, I don't want to be with my family. Before the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday, I seemed happy, just as happy as everyone else. But when I calm down, I feel very lost. I don't know what to do when I return home. I don't want to spend my days sleeping, eating, and studying. Being with my family makes me feel irrationally annoyed, wanting to shout, to break things, and my temper is not good. I don't like my parents controlling me too much. I don't want them to bother me. I don't want them to comment on me, like saying I'm thin again or that I haven't eaten much. I don't want them to bother me. It feels like they don't understand me at all, never have understood me. They don't like what I want, like, or love. They oppose everything. No matter what I do, they always think they haven't supported me, and they've never given me what I wanted. I feel there's no freedom, which is not acceptable. I also don't want them to have high expectations of me. I don't like studying, I don't like reading. I want to be alone, free, and don't want them to bother me. I want to have money and buy things for myself.
My attitude has been a bit off these days.
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